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Paulina Porizkova says despite tearful ‘betrayal’ selfies, she doesn’t ‘blame’ late husband Ric Ocasek

Paulina Porizkova says despite tearful ‘betrayal’ selfies, she doesn’t ‘blame’ late husband Ric Ocasek

Paulina Porizkova says despite tearful ‘betrayal’ selfies, she doesn’t ‘blame’ late husband Ric Ocasek

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Paulina Porizkova sets the record straight about her recent headline-making Instagram posts.

After sharing a teary-eyed selfie last week, the former supermodel, 56, posted another photo of herself on Instagram alongside a lengthy caption, explaining that she and the late Ric Ocasek “had more years good than bad’ and that they loved his Cars. Soloist (who died suddenly in September 2019) for “almost my whole life”.

“I still love him,” she wrote Monday morning. (In May 2018, Porizkova and Ocasek announced they were separating after 28 years of marriage. Although the pair had been separated for nearly three years when Ocasek died on September 15 at his New York home, they were not legally divorced and were still . live together).

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Apparently addressing Ocasek’s decision to leave her out of his will, Porizkova continued: “His betrayal is just one of many in my life that I’m working on forgiving.”

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“Sometimes it’s hard for me to move forward emotionally when I feel unworthy of love. And this is a confluence of past events, of which my husband is only a part, not the sole author. I’m not blaming him for how I feel today, I’m trying not to blame anyone.

“Also, please understand that many days, I’m full of gratitude and hope and feeling strong, and then I can slide into weeks of misery,” she said. “I know it’s all completely normal. That’s why I’m sharing it. It’s real life. It’s the real me.”

The model also added that her sadness has nothing to do with “magical Mr. S” — presumably her most recent ex, screenwriter Aaron Sorkin — who is “one hundred percent exempt from any mess I get myself into.”

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Last week, the star took to Instagram to post a photo of herself crying, detailing her “road to recovery” after being “betrayed” in the caption.

She previously spoke of feeling betrayed when she learned Ocasek had left her out of his will.

“I wish I could be sad and miss him. And not feel this incredible hurt and betrayal,” she said. CBS Sunday morning co-host Anthony Mason in an interview that aired in March 2020. “It made the grieving process really, really difficult.”